Friday 16 September 2011

Work-o-holic!

Never thought I would be one! Well, not one yet! But a drained, tired and exhausted person everyday for sure. That's what I have become post my new job... working in ICRA as a Research Associate in the Public Finance Dept, really liking my job, no doubt...direct application of the Economics Hons I have studied. It's really good work...and very interesting.

Suddenly though I have changed. So much more aware..so much more knowledgeable..punctual..everyday I wake up on time, get ready for work and still have time to have breakfast! Unlike college, where I never woke up on time and scrambled to get to class ! Gosh, and how tired I get, sleep by 11 30...

Have I become old? Not quite! Yet, this feeling...need to get back to studying! And soon....

Thursday 8 September 2011

As I walk away.....

I don't want to start here, I don't want to open up to the world. But I just want to say one thing: I am honest. I believed I couldn't do that anymore and I couldn't see the other person living a farce. I can't be untrue to the person who was special to me, and still is and always will be....

Even though I do this, I hope sometime you will realise that I only meant the best for both of us.


And I will make it till where I have to go, and I will survive through high and low, and I will be free of this never-felt-before emotion, and I hope to be forgiven for my intention was to be honest, and I all need is some time, time to see this through, for me and you.